17th February 2009

A god forsaken day for me…
I can’t believe in 8 hours…my dad will be a new husband..
more or less..i can’t believe that i’ll be seeing the wife’s face EVERYDAY!!!!

Seriously!

I can’t!

For once..I actually don’t know what to write in this post…
I felt so….different…
…sick….

YUCK!

I always knew that one day my dad WILL eventually be remarried..
But….
……………..

Seriously….I don’t know how to describe it without being mean!
I was planning to wear ALL black on his wedding day….Unfortunately…I don’t have any ‘Baju Kurung” in black colour..
So basically i’ll be wearing a heavy BLACK eye makeup with a pale face..>

I wanna look DEAD for the wedding…
To show thats how i feel inside..
So yeah!!

I don’t want to be mean….
But i can’t help it…

For this woman…There’s always excuses to be mean!

>_<

Ahhhhh…NIGHTMARE BEGINS in T minus 8 hours!

-heachan-

Hey Minna!

This morning, i woke as early as 7:00AM Sharp!!!!.
So i went back to sleep.

{:P}

Then,I had a VERY VERY bad nightmare that included the whole family.As scary as it seems, It happened in this house.The dream made my sis a bodyless woman where he head and other intestent and beating heart flew everywhere…

And my mom was in it too. She was the undead but i don’t think i knew it in my dream -__-

So scary!!!!!

I felt like crying when i woke up, with sweats and shaking -___
I’ve been having nightmares lately it has been almost 3 days in a row!
Everyday a different story.But it still has me and some people that i have yet met in the real world, but a good friend of mine in the dream land…

GAHHH!!!!

and sometimes i would have someone’s nightmare in my dream

O.O’

Im not sure how it happened…But it did..
Sometimes whenever i woke up..it felt like DEJA VU!
Im really hoping nothing bad happened..
Its the end of the year…and im really hoping it’ll NOT passed like 2003….

*cross fingers*

Ahhhh, Im feeling hungry now!!!
But i lost another 2KG XD..>
Ahahahah….
Maybe im really gonna loose weight XD….

Ahhh…I wonder???

XD

heachan