I’ve never met a more obnoxious person in my whole entire life!..
Ahhh…My patience is running low..

I wonder how long i can survive with this work ALL THE DAMN TIME?…

*sigh*
There’s days i felt like shoving it in the can and throw farrrrrr awayyyyyy
And some days, I wish my life would be wayy fucking better without it!

Is it wrong to think of stopping its existence?..>
Or do i have to go to jail for it?…

Can’t wait for my life to get more fucked up than it is now…

*sighs*

On another point..
Just got the news from Big Bro the “Yakuza Kelly” thaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaattttttttttt my dad is getting married 3 days after Valentine Day?…

Can it get any better?..

Im trying to settle in mind that March will be my dreadful day to know Bapa gets married..
And to just be informed that he’ll be getting married on February?..
The month of love?…

EWWWW!!!!!!!!!
Come on, My dad looked awesome for a dude who’s going to turn 58 this year..
But seriously…with another woman who ..I don’t know how to say it..Doesn’t even looked like a woman..and WAYYYY far from looking like a dude…Its just….”IT” looking..bizarre…

Im sorry…
Im going to hell for this..
but then again..I think hell already booked a room for me to stay there for a LOOOOONNNNGGGGG time…So im all set now XD

..So Im trying to look over my so-called teenage hatred on step “it’s” and try to get along coz of daddy punya pasal la…

Give face la babe…
If ur gonna be living in hell for the rest of your life..atleast get use to it….

Im not sure if I am looking forward for this or not tho…
Its…still…a …..shocking news for me….

and he haven’t told me officially..so i hope the Yakuza Kelly is just giving me an early APRIL fool!

I officially..hate my life…
So pretty much…Im gonna try suicide before i turn 20/21..Because as far as i remember..someone said -Its better if i die- so im thinking on making it as a birthday gift ..so don’t fucking worry..

If i didn’t update anything for days in the near future…please consider im dead…
^^

ps: Im very thankful to have met with a lot of people in this life..
Nice people, Two faced people, Fake people, Bitches,Morons etc..>
But their all people and im thankful for it…

With it…I bid all of you good night …sweet dreams and please remember…Life can’t go on your way NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU TRIED…the only thing to do is..just live with it…

The question im asking for you to answer: How long are you willing to live in a lie until you decide to take your own life in hand?…

-heachan-

My mood hasn’t been great since this morning…..Gets better in the afternoon..JUST to get CRUSHED this evening…

So yeah pretty f**ked up!…
..
So im typing so slowly..
So i won’t curse so FKIN much…

^^

This morning …Mr.Sunshine came out to play a little

he didn’t play long…
Coz Mr.rain butt in and starts pouring his tears…

…..
Tomorrow was planned for a hunt of a work shoe in Center Point starring me and kelly’s fiancee… WHICH was planned since MONDAY..and WHICH WAS RUINED IN LESS THAN 1 DAMN MINUTE…

So i’ll be staying home…
..

thought your life sucks?..
Try seeing my blog…Its pathetic and sucked..to the point that im even piting my own fucking self!

GOOD NIGHT!

♥heachan♥