Posted by: nekocafe on: June 15, 2009
Long title eh?
>___<
–heachan
Posted by: nekocafe on: June 11, 2009
I am shaping myself up..
SLOWLY!…From now on..No more late night eateries…
No more overdose junk food…
NO more everything wrong that i usually done..
why?…
Easy..
and no …no…i still don’t have a boyfriend…so that rule out of everyone guessing “Ah, loosing weight because of boyfriend…blablabla”…
Anyways…I want to loose weight…because…
*drumRolls*
This!
I want to be able to dance so smoothly like this…
To be able to loose my body and move like this…shall be my goal now!
I know, I know…large people still can move like this..blabla and bla..
but not as smooth as that video maaan…
I wanna work hard to be able to dance as if im on a cloud!
^_^
I never feel so determined in my whole life…or maybe the lack of sleep?…
xD
Any other ways…
I shall do this…
even shading off 15KG’s sounds good to me at the moment!…
I know im overweight…i ceased to get the weight up to 100!..Therefore..
heachan WILL work hard and be healthy..
….*determined*..
“Im still ruling out veges tho” xP
–>Good night everyone!<–
-heachan-
Posted by: nekocafe on: June 10, 2009
So today, I met my dad and his wife at standard…I had to walk from my college to there…Its more nearer than walk to my house…
Somehow,today, while i was walking…I feel the heaviness in my heart…I felt like I was gonna pass out…
I don’t know whether its the weather…or anything…
But, I recovered pretty quickly…So I hope this is nothing..I really hate it if i pass out just like that on the streets…Especially when NO one really can be trusted these days xD
Anyways…I followed my dad’s wife home, while my dad drove away first…we decided to take the back way home…xD..
and i asked her if i can drive the car home…suprisingly, she gave me the permission while still in doubt of my capabilities…xD
Trust me when i said..I only gone to 2 driving class and only have the “LEARNING” liscense…
For a beginner..i drive quite good…
xD
But i wanna see if i able to drive WELL …plus her car is a little bit challenging considering the steering wheel got absolutely NO power steer at all…..But we arrive …ALIVE xD
So pretty much..my 2nd experience in driving…xD…the first one was with yaku-bro and his fiancee…of course that was on 2007..and i almost rundown a sugar-cane seller’s van xD..
But thats HISTORY xD
-heachan-
Posted by: nekocafe on: June 10, 2009
Come on agencies,
discover me already…
and make be a better singer and dancer than what i am now…=_=
I wanna sing songs like this…
Or Koda Kumi’s Music..
Im good with pop urban…
hehehe
…oh yeah…teach me some wipe ass rap too ^_^
♥heachan♥
Posted by: nekocafe on: June 9, 2009
Can’t believe since the day i got in college until today…This is the first time I was so angry at class…
I know what triggered my anger…
But i choose not to voice it out…
Might make me look and sound stupid..
But Its my decision..Im trying to get matters more lighter than what i usually faced..
So yeah xD
Its not gonna be hard to face them tomorrow..but…I’ll try my best to be happy or atleast…not sound BITCHY infront of them…
I know they are only teasing and playing…so..I shouldn’t be taking this seriously….
BUT I NEVER COPY SOMETHING OFF THAT EASILY FOR GOD SAKE..
I hate it when something i work hard for is crushed by a couple of sentences..
Makes me think…If this is what gonna happen..so why in the world do i bother to just farking work hard on this farking thing?…
what makes me hate it more is how much it bothered me to the point of tears….
I AM ACTUALLY FARKING WORK HARD ON SOMETHING…Why does that bothered people so much?…
I come to accept my stupidity…
But im not a dumbass to the point of no return!
*calmself*
AHHH IM SO ANGRY AT MYSELF FOR LETTING THIS STUPID THING GET THE BEST OF ME…
-heachan-
Posted by: nekocafe on: June 7, 2009
Im not a fan of Lily Allen…
But her music kicks ass…XD
Especially her new song…
entitled “F*ck you, F*uck you very very much”
^_^
I am totally singing this song LOL
Just for the sake of fun ^_^
here’the lyrics…taken straight from the youtuber…^_^
Look inside, look inside your tiny mind
and look a bit harder
cause we’re so uninspired
so sick and tired
of all the hatred you harbor
so you say it’s not okay to be gay
well I think you’re just evil
you’re just some racist who can’t tie my laces
you’re point of view is not legal
Fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause we hate what you do
and we hate your whole crew
so please don’t stay in touch
fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause your words don’t translate
and it’s getting quite late
so please don’t stay in touch
do you get, do you get a little kick out of being small-minded?
you want to be like your father
it’s approval you’re after
well that’s not how you’ll find it
do you, do you really enjoy living a life that’s so hateful
cause there’s a hole where your soul should be
you’re losing control of it
and it’s really distasteful
Fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause we hate what you do
and we hate your whole crew
so please don’t stay in touch
fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause your words don’t translate
and it’s getting quite late
so please don’t stay in touch
Look inside, look inside your tiny mind
and look a bit harder
cause we’re so uninspired
so sick and tired
of all the hatred you harbor
Fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause we hate what you do
and we hate your whole crew
so please don’t stay in touch
fuck you, fuck you very very much
cause your words don’t translate
and it’s getting quite late
so please don’t stay in touch
♥heachan♥
Posted by: nekocafe on: June 7, 2009
To Jonas Brothers fans…I appologize beforehand on saying this…
I am well aware that i’ve liked some of their music….but the brothers themselves are not really a fantism material…
I am not sure whether this is a funny act or any kind of laughing matter…coz I don’t really see the “HAHA” in it…=_=
But Joe or whats his name…in leotard?….in heels…re-enacting Single Ladies steps?…
Sorry to say…it looked more like seizure unite attacking rather than dancing and don’t get me started with the face expression…
Some guys can pull of the leotard look…but Joe?…Dude…whats with your thighs?…Its like you put some hockey’s thigh safety equipment there…=_=…
Seriously..take my advice..and don’t do this..its not even good…and not even funny..i can’t see your point in doing this video….=_=
-heachan-
Posted by: nekocafe on: June 6, 2009
I’ve known HIMEKA since 2006 alongside then roguerouge now xoxonano on youtube….I’ve been in love with their music covers…So on 2007, i took a leap from shyness and messaged HIMEKA..
She was so nice to reply me back..and we started to talk…
She has been to Japan a couple of times to audition but wasn’t picked…
The last time we talked..she was working 2-3 jobs just to make enough money to fly to Japan to try her luck..
I don’t really remembers much seeing its been so long…but she had said that that trip will be the last one she’ll be auditioning in Japan…if nothing happens..she will stop her pursue..
She won an audition in Japan the next year…and see where she stand now…
She’s with Sony Music Entertainment Japan label..
And on March 27th, she released her first single called Asu e no Kizuna…
She is moving forward to her dreams…
I remember the last time we talk…I also said i have an interest in singing but i don’t think my voice is decent enough to actually sing…
She encourage me..and said to follow my dream no matter what…
I think I might give this a shot…
What do I got to loose?…other than time?…right?…
check out her new single….
CONGATS HIMEKA…
HEACHAN IS PROUD OF YOU!!! ^_^
♥heachan♥
Posted by: nekocafe on: June 6, 2009
Recently, i had been taking a short break in dancing and starting picking up singing again…
Maaan, how i sucked in singing now…
But im guessing, i’ve been getting better at it…with my manly voice..>LOL..
♥heachan♥
Posted by: nekocafe on: June 5, 2009
Something that i don’t really understand…
Anyone does?..
Please fill me in the details..coz im in a state of BLURRRRR right now
I don’t get it why people wanted to be friend with others when they don’t meant it and starts talking behind their backs ending up with hurting the other people.
Trust me, the whole 19 years of my life, i’ve been meeting with those kinds everyday and all the time. I can’t back away and say im not that kind of person.To tell you the truth i wasn’t even sure i was even human or humane a couple of years back.
I was a backstabber, a bitch, a whore, a liar, an actress.. EVERYTHING that im against now.
Everyday, I try to live as a person with boundaries, I try not to be in trouble, get trouble, mingled with trouble or even influenced by BOLD people with trouble. You can call it stupid, naive or any other word relate to it.. Surprisingly, I won’t get angry or anything. Because its, the truth.
I don’t get it why people wanted to be friend with others when they don’t meant it and starts talking behind their backs ending up with hurting the other people.
“Its what human does” is the only phrase that kept coming out from people’s mouth, like a broken record. I tend to stand out as the stupid one in a group whenever i am with these kind of people and ends up with me faking almost everything.
I am Me..and has no intention to join the club. Good friends are hard to find…seriously hard…
but, good 2 faced friends are everywhere like you and me…
After experience the term “friendship” with someone for almost 10 years..which ends up BITTER 2 years ago..
I start to think…There might not be any REAL friendship anymore…
Everyone is there for someone..just for a NEEDS, a WANTS and the feeling to actually have someone by their side…
Who wants to be alone anyway?..
Definitely not me…
But that doesn’t mean you have to do what your friend does right..except if they were right and you’re not…
Choose your friends or/and they choose you…
Its more like..
Just do it!
♥heachan♥
