Im moving out from eyesofastoryteller blog and moving to other blog…preferrably the same blog site la~~..Its been a good one year running…but i feel a lot of people know this blog already and i can’t be myself anymore…

to those who i feel i can share things with will be notified after a new one has been made…

Selamat Hari Raya all…

Thanks for reading my rants and bitchiness for one year…hope to c you all in a wonderful new year..and if you ever see me walking around on your street…

dont forget to say HI …^_^

edit: You all can still find me on my facebook.com/shakeera31 or my youtube : heaveninlove2…

good bye everyone! *waves*

-heachan

I am so angry at my dad right now!…
Im not gonna talk about it on here…

but FCUK!!!!!

-heachan-

Its a rare thing to see me stress…seriously…
seriously!!

But!..today’s test is like…heeeeeelllllllllllll

I’ve known HIMEKA since 2006 alongside then roguerouge now xoxonano on youtube….I’ve been in love with their music covers…So on 2007, i took a leap from shyness and messaged HIMEKA..

She was so nice to reply me back..and we started to talk…
She has been to Japan a couple of times to audition but wasn’t picked…
The last time we talked..she was working 2-3 jobs just to make enough money to fly to Japan to try her luck..

I don’t really remembers much seeing its been so long…but she had said that that trip will be the last one she’ll be auditioning in Japan…if nothing happens..she will stop her pursue..

She won an audition in Japan the next year…and see where she stand now…
She’s with Sony Music Entertainment Japan label..

And on March 27th, she released her first single called Asu e no Kizuna…

She is moving forward to her dreams…
I remember the last time we talk…I also said i have an interest in singing but i don’t think my voice is decent enough to actually sing…

She encourage me..and said to follow my dream no matter what…

I think I might give this a shot…
What do I got to loose?…other than time?…right?…

check out her new single….

CONGATS HIMEKA…
HEACHAN IS PROUD OF YOU!!! ^_^

♥heachan♥

Recently, i had been taking a short break in dancing and starting picking up singing again…

Maaan, how i sucked in singing now…

But im guessing, i’ve been getting better at it…with my manly voice..>LOL..

♥heachan♥

Something that i don’t really understand…
Anyone does?..
Please fill me in the details..coz im in a state of BLURRRRR right now

I don’t get it why people wanted to be friend with others when they don’t meant it and starts talking behind their backs ending up with hurting the other people.

Trust me, the whole 19 years of my life, i’ve been meeting with those kinds everyday and all the time. I can’t back away and say im not that kind of person.To tell you the truth i wasn’t even sure i was even human or humane a couple of years back.

I was a backstabber, a bitch, a whore, a liar, an actress.. EVERYTHING that im against now.

Everyday, I try to live as a person with boundaries, I try not to be in trouble, get trouble, mingled with trouble or even influenced by BOLD people with trouble. You can call it stupid, naive or any other word relate to it.. Surprisingly, I won’t get angry or anything. Because its, the truth.

I don’t get it why people wanted to be friend with others when they don’t meant it and starts talking behind their backs ending up with hurting the other people.

“Its what human does” is the only phrase that kept coming out from people’s mouth, like a broken record. I tend to stand out as the stupid one in a group whenever i am with these kind of people and ends up with me faking almost everything.

I am Me..and has no intention to join the club. Good friends are hard to find…seriously hard…

but, good 2 faced friends are everywhere like you and me…
After experience the term “friendship” with someone for almost 10 years..which ends up BITTER 2 years ago..

I start to think…There might not be any REAL friendship anymore…
Everyone is there for someone..just for a NEEDS, a WANTS and the feeling to actually have someone by their side…

Who wants to be alone anyway?..

Definitely not me…

But that doesn’t mean you have to do what your friend does right..except if they were right and you’re not…

Choose your friends or/and they choose you…

Its more like..

Just do it!

♥heachan♥

So today’s my dad’s new wife’s birthday..

she turned 55 today…

Im not really gonna talk about it..LOL..

But i wanna show the pressies..

This is a candle with its own stand…I find it cute…♥..Of course from me..

This is just a plain wall picture…I find it…artistic…Its for my dad’s room..and for my dad also..but he said to just give her as a birthday present and she will hang it in the room..so yeah xD

This is from my dad…
But he wanted to use me as the person who gave it to her…
PERSONALLY…A BAKA a.k.a STUPID person who can’t see its from a dude..

f.y.i…I aint no lesbo to give this to the same sex…even to my own sister..duh~~Its like…written all over…”my sweetheart” all mushy wushy lovey stuffs….>_<

and also the heart shaped pillow was written with “you WON my heart”…like..wtf!! dude…..

Anyways..I think its cute…

anyways..my dad bribe me to say its from me…by buying me…

a plushie pillow..

a MONKEY plushie pillow that is…he knows how i love saru ^_^

Isn’t this just tooo cuteeee????

I guess my kitty chel got some competitors here xD…

as well as the hamsters also xD

aww..chel..you know me loves you more than all of these…
They’re cute..yes..

but you’re special!

♥heachan♥

Happy Harvest Festival people!!!