I need a fricken sleep now!!…
Im sleep deprived and its taking a toll on me….

Lately i’ve been having nightmares and images that..well…how can i say it…not that good!…

and its getting to me when im beginning to get paranoid on things…. Im angry..Im tired…I haven’t sleep greatly…I haven’t been eating well and to top it all off, my stomach hasn’t been in great shape lately as i always went to the toilet to take a dump every passing minutes.

.and i swear to god i can see bones on parts of my body that i never knew existed….=.=

I can feel my body breaking down every second… I kept getting the same scene in the nightmare and it scared the hell out of me…

Do i need to take it as a play in dreamland [but its re-occuring again and again everytime i sleep....]
or
Someone is trying to contact me from the other realm [that would be scary and cool at the same time]
or
Do i need to see a shrink [which i don't particularly believe in]
or
AM I LOOSING MY SANITY?? [which prolly can happen!]

I don’t know… I feel that much fear in me …in that sleep…

first the baby..then an 8-10 year old kid [or so what i thought...] and then an adult/teenage like figure…wrapped in a white clothing…a.k.a pocong…

I can’t do it anymore…
I canNOT get this kind of dreams anymore..
aren’t im supposed to dream about hot guys…naked…sex or something?…

-heachan-