Last night [Its 1:20AM now..XD] I was working from 2-11PM..
So for dinner, One of the Front Office Staff decided to get something as a dinner for all of us..So she bring me along ^^…

Im not fond of going in people’s car..when’s the driver is whom im not used to..why?…I have trust issues XD..

So..moving on …
She decided to buy Big Apple’s donut at Warisan Square

…Before going back to the hotel..She decided to go for some shoe shopping…she tagged me along with her…As much as i hate shoe shopping or any kind of shopping that consist with girly stuffs XD…[yeah..I wondered myself if im even a girl XD]…

So we went into Charles&Keith store..We spent about half an hour there..she bought 2 verrryyy stylish and girly heels…she was about to buy more…MORE?..But i stopped her…XD…

But it was fun..why?…She’s like a sister figure to me..she took good care of me and those who are younger/the same age as hers..She’s 25 by the way XD…So spending those time just the two of us..is like priceless to me..

Oh wait..im not a lesbo..but i cherished the time i spent with her ..THE FACT that its only the TWO of us…So its like sisters time spending together thingy..WHICH never happen to me..
So it was fun…
I guess thats how all the sisters felt when they spend time together ^^…
Im lucky enough to finally know how it feels ^^…
So it was fun…THANK YOU kak JacQ ^^…

Maaannnn, I sound pathetic…
But its seriously fun…She talks to me about her problems and spend time with me..For a second there i almost think its the real thing..
But something like that will never happen in this household..

So knowing it..even from someone whom i’ve only known for 1 month is exciting ^^…in a fun good ways ^^

i like having the same shift with Bro Sofian, Bro Pius, Sis Erna a.k.a BB and Sis JacQ…Its like i have 2 bros and 2 sis…

XD…

*hugz them all*

Its really a fun night…^^
Thanks for the great memories guys…^^

But i got strucked back by reality at the household..
Got scolded by my dad for no reason…well actually the reason is..why i always chat..Hold on dad, did you even know that im REALLY chatting?…

As far as i remembered it has been almost 1 month since i last chat with anyone..

So its pretty messed up..
And also knowing 17th February at 9AM my dad will be an official husband again..is like SHIIIIIIIITTTTTTTT HAPPPEEEEEEENNNNN….

……
I hope my life would be a little better afterwards…
I know he always looked at his children as little kids..
But Dad..Come on..We’re not kids anymore..
1 of us is married..
1 of us is engaged..
and im 19 and trying to be an adult…

If u keep on holding me back..
I’d rebel more…and the more you do that..The MORE i’d make mistake and destroy myself..

Please…be a supportive dad..
Its seriously hard to satisfy you..
Even i worked my ass off to have average marks of A and B’s on my SPM is no good for you..
Not even a “Good Job” coming from you…
but when it comes to ur disfunctional stepdaughter..EVERYTHING seems heavenly in your eyes..even her histerical maniac laughs seems cute…

I can’t wait to grow up and make my own money…
i need to make my own path and future…..
♥heachan♥